back to work today for literally the first time in over a month.
i feel so lazy and like i should be working out right now. which i guess is a good thing?
also t minus 3 and a half hours until i get to go to conor’s. yes please. fail trivia here we come.
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i cannot motivate myself to get off the couch. i also cannot motivate myself to do my homework that is due at 8am on monday and really really really really needs to get done. like really really.
i don’t know why i don’t come on here anymore. it’s a lovely outlet for my feelings. and random thoughts. that no one but chloe appreciates.
my teeth still hurt. weird.
its thursday. clearly meaning precipitation. how rude.
if you love me, you will be there.
done and done.
i woke up this morning and laughed. out loud. to myself. at 6am.
the recital is tomorrow. it always sneaks up on us and i never feel ready enough or skinny enough or tan enough. especially now that tonight we are having a dancer dinner…and will be eating air.
lovin nldc today :) aaamazing job at dance4me. we were the real winners baha
i need a knee replacement.
some insane amount of days away, i will be naked onstage. pictures were posted yesterday and i literally have the most awkward body in the entire world. my belly button is like a dot. and i have obliques and then harold is just hanging out. so weird.
today i am actually going to be good and make up for not being good yesterday. not like starting today is really going to do anything, but maybe it will make me feel better about myself.
i’m leaving in 40 minutes and running to the gym, doing a half hour on the stair stepper and a half hour on the arc trainer or treadmill (obv while i watch bones), and then going to 45 minutes of cycle. abs and legs after if i have not turned into a pile of jelly. and then potentially running/walking/taking the bus home.
dance4me is tonight in blackman! i am not so excited about this, but at least it is good practice for this dance recital that is who knows how many days away. 3 if you count today, 2 if you do not.
i also cannot decide if there are certain men i would like to show up or not. as of right now, i’m thinking not. but it would be nice to see all of them! …maybe while i am not shaking my ass on stage.
legitimately. why can’t i just suck it up and listen to what my head is telling me?
and if i could stop freaking out about everything i have to do, that would be great.
